magnified...

after reading my sister's post the other day, i got to thinking and thinking hard. lol infact i got to such hard thinking that i neglected my homework (alright that was a bad excuse for not doing my hw, but i was thinking hard).

i thought about how my life would be portrayed if i was a public figure. it wasnt only my sister's post that got me thinking about this. recently abc family is promoting their new movie on princess diana and her 'LAST DAYS' .. and they keep playing that commercial where they ask questions like "did she really loves prince charles" "was there another man" "what happened... "

blah blah blah.. i mean she was just another married woman whose husband was far too busy to pay any attention to her. so may be she did involve her self into something else like charity and doing good for others. FOCUS ON THAT EH?? is charity and good that boring that you have to find a "SELLING' story in anyone's life?

what about president clinton??? how many husbands are actually faithful??? haha a counted few. everyone cheats, today's world is a cheating world. may it be sexually or on a test or in some national treaty or raging war on innocent nations. im not condoning his behavior in any shape or form. im just saying, if he wasnt the president, would it be on the news?
is cheating A NEWS TOPIC??? so why did america focus soo much on him and make it such a big deal. he was almost impeached!!!! did his sexual activities affect his decision making skill ?? i doubt it.

i mean geez -- put my life on there.. lets see there can be two versions -an inspirational and a drama and gossip filled one. its always like that... you can either focus on the good of a person or the bad --- its pretty hard to cover BOTH and cover them objectively.

personally ive been batteling with this topic forever. why as humans do we tend to focus on the bad. i have made it my agenda to always think of all the good things the person has done for me when something REALLY bad happens. although, then i try to forgive the person too easily thinking, ohhh he's done soo much good, this i guess is not that bad (even though it is). so where is there a line?
is there a line? can we as humans be objective?

you think making a PROS and CONS chart is too teenie booper??? no no no no its actually i think by far the most objective way to make a relationship decision a girl/guy came up with. this way, all the good and all the bad is laid out. sometimes, objective "data" is needed because girls tend to over look certain things that lead to emotionally, physically or mentally abusive and draning relationships. i guess a guy can use it too, to prevent a gold digging, manipulative b@*&#.

but then comes the thought of if pros and cons and only objective data is taken in consideration, the measure of OUR FEELINGS, something soo subjective is left out. oh lord, there isnt a win win situation is there??

so first of all, what if ure life was put under the microscope??? what if u were followed and then a movie was made out of ure life... what would it be like? a thriller? inspiration?? drama? romance?? sultry?? anyone's life can go in all of these categories, i know mine can be anyone of these.. but WHAT DO YOU WANT IT TO BE????

second of all... what do u think about the objective --subjective thingie..